The Smoky Secret

 

Summer 1976, Charlotte, Texas; Carol Anna Meyer, Age 9

Liz and I were just a couple of curious cousins, nine or ten years old, sneaking around Granny Crawford’s house in Charlotte, Texas. The house smelled of frying bacon in the morning, fresh-baked cornbread and pinto beans in the afternoon, and always—always—tobacco.

Granny Crawford rolled her own cigarettes, carefully and precise, placing a white paper into her cigarette rolling machine, setting a filter at one end, and then adding the fine brown tobacco before cranking the lever until a perfectly packed cigarette popped out. She used Raleigh tobacco, her fingers working like a magician’s as she crafted each one. Mom smoked. Aunt Lois smoked. Everyone did—it was just something grown-ups did, like drinking coffee or playing dominoes on the porch.

And if the grown-ups could do it, well, why couldn’t we?

One afternoon, when the locust were screaming in the trees and the Texas heat shimmered off the dirt road outside, Granny, Mom, and Aunt Lois decided to head to the local grocery store in town. They piled into the car, saying they’d be back soon, and left Liz and me alone in the house.

That was our chance.

We wandered into Granny’s kitchen, where the smell of tobacco hung in the air like a familiar friend. And there, sitting right on the counter, was Granny’s tin of tobacco, her rolling machine, and a handful of freshly rolled cigarettes.

I grinned at Liz. “You think we could do it?”

She hesitated, but curiosity won out. “Only one way to find out.”

We knew Granny kept count of the cigarettes she made, so if we took one, she’d notice. We had to roll our own.

I studied the rolling machine like a scientist about to perform a groundbreaking experiment. I placed a white paper inside, set a filter at one end, and carefully sprinkled in the tobacco. Then, I cranked the lever, and out popped a cigarette that looked just like Granny’s.

We stared at it, then at each other. It had actually worked.

“Better make two,” Liz said. “Just in case.”

I nodded and rolled another, just as perfect as the first. Satisfied, we each took one and tiptoed through the house to the small bathroom in the back. It was the only place with a door we could lock, and best of all, it had a tiny window we could blow the smoke out of.

Liz pulled a lighter from her pocket—one of those cheap plastic ones she must have swiped from her mom’s purse. She flicked it once, twice, and on the third try, a tiny flame danced to life. Carefully, she touched it to the cigarette’s tip, just like we’d seen the grown-ups do, and inhaled.

The first puff? Lord have mercy.

Liz coughed so hard I thought she might keel over. I snatched the cigarette and tried for myself, only to end up hacking and gagging worse than she had. “How do they do this all the time?” I gasped.

Liz croaked, rubbing her watering eyes. “I think we’re doing it wrong.”

Still, we weren’t about to give up after just one try. We took another puff. And another. Giggling, we leaned against the sink, blowing our smoke through the tiny window like we were getting away with the crime of the century.

Then—a knock at the door.

Liz and I froze.

“Who’s in there?” a deep voice called.

My heart nearly stopped. I looked at Liz. She looked at me. Uncle Derald.

We had completely forgotten—Uncle Derald had been napping in the front room! The smell must have woken him up, or maybe he heard us sneaking around. Either way, he was standing just outside the bathroom door.

Without a word, I grabbed the cigarette, ran water over it, and stuffed it behind the toilet. Liz frantically waved her hands, trying to clear the smoke.

“Uh—just us!” she called back, her voice an octave too high.

There was a long pause.

“You better not be lockin’ yourselves in there getting into trouble,” Uncle Derald warned.

“We’re not!” I blurted out, though the lie felt hot in my throat, burning just like the cigarette had.

Footsteps retreated down the hall. We didn’t move for a full thirty seconds, just listening, our hearts hammering in our chests.

Finally, Liz let out a breath. “That was close.”

I pulled the soggy cigarette from behind the toilet, wrinkling my nose. Without hesitation, I tossed it into the toilet and flushed it down. We watched as it swirled away, proof of our little crime disappearing before our eyes.

“Yeah,” I muttered. “I don’t think I want to do this again.”

She nodded, fanning the last of the smoke out the window. “Me neither.”

We washed our hands, gargled some water, and strolled back into the living room like nothing had happened. By the time Granny, Mom, and Aunt Lois returned from the store, we were sitting on the couch, watching TV like perfect little angels.

No one ever suspected a thing.

But every time I smelled Raleigh tobacco after that, I remembered that tiny bathroom, Uncle Derald waking up from his nap, and the day we tried—and nearly failed—to be just like the grown-ups.

 

Roots in a New Land: The Journey of the Sievers and Englert Families

On the brisk morning of October 4, 1884, Henry Sievers, Sr. stood on the bustling docks of Bremen, Germany, his wife Wilhelmine and their children huddled close beside him. Before them, the German Lloyd steamship SS Ohio loomed large, its iron hull gleaming in the morning light. The air buzzed with the nervous excitement of fellow emigrants, their voices a mix of hope and anxiety as they prepared to leave their homeland behind. 

Henry took one last look at the country where generations of his family had lived, then stepped forward. It was time. With their few belongings packed in wooden trunks, the Sievers family boarded the vessel, bound for Galveston, Texas.

SS Ohio

The journey was arduous. The SS Ohio cut through the Atlantic, its massive steam engines churning day and night. Below deck, the steerage quarters were cramped and dimly lit, filled with the sounds of restless passengers and the cries of seasick children. Wilhelmine did her best to comfort their children, while Henry spoke of the new life that awaited them in Texas—a land of opportunity, wide-open spaces, and freedom.

After twenty-two days at sea, on October 26, 1884, the SS Ohio finally arrived in Galveston. The humid sea air was a stark contrast to the crisp German autumn they had left behind. As they stepped onto American soil, the Sievers family knew their journey was far from over. From Galveston, they would travel inland to Dewitt County, a place where many German immigrants had already begun to carve out a new life.

Two years later, on September 11, 1886, another German family stood on the same docks in Bremen. Michael Englert, his wife, and their children clutched their belongings as they prepared to board the SS Weser (1867), another German Lloyd steamship bound for Galveston. Like the Sievers family before them, the Englerts left behind everything they knew in search of a better future.

SS Weser (on the right)

Their voyage was much the same—long days at sea, unpredictable weather, and the endless hope that carried them forward. The SS Weser docked in Galveston on October 1, 1886, and the Englert family took their first steps onto American soil. Their destination? Dewitt County, where the Sievers and other German families had already begun to establish themselves.

When the time came for Henry and Michael to be naturalized, they took their oaths in Dewitt County. Under the laws of the time, when the head of a household became a U.S. citizen, so did every member of the family. With their naturalization, the Sievers and Englert families fully embraced their new homeland.

Both families farmed cotton, given the land conditions in Dewitt County. They labored under the hot Texas sun, working the fields to build a future for themselves and their children. They built homes, contributed to the growing German-Texan community, and remained deeply connected to their heritage.

The Henry Sievers, Sr Family

The Michael Englert Family

Their ties to one another deepened when Henry Sievers Jr., son of Henry and Wilhelmine, married Mary Ann Englert, daughter of Michael Englert, on November 21, 1893, in Dewitt County. The union of these two families was not just a marriage but a symbol of the shared struggles and dreams of German immigrants who had left everything behind to forge a new life in Texas.

Though they had left Germany behind, their traditions, language, and values remained an integral part of their lives. Their journey across the Atlantic had been only the beginning—now, as Americans, they were ready to shape the future for generations to come.

Where is America?: A Toddler's Perspective

Christopher Michael “Mike” Meyer was born abroad and had spent the first few years of his life in England, surrounded by the familiar sights and sounds of a place he had come to know as home. Born while his father, William Henry Meyer, was stationed there with the U.S. Air Force, Mike had only seen America through the lens of photographs and videos—especially the warm, glowing images of Christmas at his grandparents' house in Pleasanton, Texas.

c. 1973, Lakenheath AFB, England; pictured Barbara Jeane Crawford Meyer,

Master Sergeant William Henry Meyer, Christopher Michael Meyer, Carol Anna Meyer

When the time finally came to return to the U.S., the family landed in New Jersey (c. December 1975). Mike’s older, adoptive sister, Carol, eagerly informed him that they were now in America. But at just three years old, Mike had a firm stance on the matter. Shaking his head, he declared, “No, we are not.”

What started as a simple statement soon became a game between Mike and Carol on the long drive home. As they crossed each state line, Carol would announce where they were and remind Mike that they were indeed in America. But each time, Mike would stubbornly insist, “No, we’re not.”

The journey stretched on, and night was falling by the time they finally arrived at their grandparents' house in Pleasanton. The familiar warmth of home greeted them as they stepped inside. Twinkling lights illuminated the Christmas tree, its ornaments reflecting the glow of holiday cheer and German tradition. The sight was one Mike had only known from afar, through the pictures his parents had shown him.

Without hesitation, he ran inside, jumping onto the sofa. His eyes darted from the beautifully decorated tree to his grandparents, standing there with welcoming smiles. And in that moment, everything clicked.

Turning to his big sister with a triumphant grin, he declared, “Now! We’re in America!!”

My adoptive parents earned first place in the humorous category for their article “Our Little Christmas Story” published by the Pleasanton Express, Pleasanton, Texas, 23 December 2001, p 11.

My adoptive dad, Henry, always made it a point to share some family history in a creative way each year. He usually made up a poem about the year's events, and everyone in the family received a copy in their Christmas card. In one of my Christmas cards, he sent this newspaper article. Mike was born at Lakenheath Air Force Base in England on December 2, 1972.

George Washington Knight, Sr. - The Vanishing Groom

The town of Butler, Choctaw County, Alabama, had never seen such a scandal. On April 13, 1886, Mr. George Washington Knight, Sr., a respected and prominent businessman, had surprised everyone by marrying Miss Mary Abigail “Abbie" Moody in an unannounced ceremony held at her father's home. Miss Moody, the charming daughter of the esteemed Dr. R.F. Moody, had long been the object of admiration, making the sudden union the talk of the town.

George Knight was no ordinary man. Before settling in Butler, he had served as a judge in Bladon Springs, Alabama, earning a reputation for fairness and wisdom. More recently, he had taken ownership of the town’s Drug Store. An article had once praised him, stating, "Special attention is called to the advertisement of Mr. George W. Knight, who has bought out the Drug Store in Butler. George is an attentive and energetic businessman, knows when and what to buy, and will doubtless render the Drug Store one of the most popular resorts in Butler."

With his growing success, George had every reason to stay in Butler. He had built a respected life, a thriving business, and now, starting a life with Abbie Moody. That was what made his sudden departure all the more shocking.

Early Tuesday morning, before the town had fully stirred from sleep, he packed his trunk, gathered his two young sons, and disappeared. He left no word, no explanation, not even a note for his wife. By the time Abbie realized her husband had abandoned her, the hotel manager informed her that he had settled his account and departed without so much as a goodbye.

The news spread like wildfire. Butler was aghast. Why would a man with such a firm standing in the town throw it all away overnight?

At first, people struggled to make sense of it. George had no debts, no troubles that anyone knew of, no reason to flee. If anything, he had only been solidifying his roots in Butler. He had built a reputation as a reliable businessman, and his recent marriage seemed to confirm that he intended to stay.

So, if George had not planned to leave, what had forced his hand?

As time passed, the whispers turned toward Abbie. Why the rushed nuptials at her father’s home? Had she kept something from George? Or was she not truthful about something, perhaps? Or was there something darker — a family secret, a scandal whispered only in the most trusted company? It has been suggested by some that George discovered the truth on their wedding night and, being profoundly shocked, chose to leave rather than address the situation directly.

But the truth remained buried between George and Abbie. Neither of them ever remarried.

Mr. Knight settled in San Marcos, Texas, where he quietly opened a jewelry repair shop in May 1886. He became known for his fine craftsmanship, his steady hands, and his solitary nature. He never spoke of Butler, never mentioned the wife he had left behind.

And Abbie—Abbie remained in Butler, forever shadowed by the disgrace of a marriage that had lasted mere days. She carried on with quiet dignity, never entertaining another suitor.

Yet, behind closed doors, the rumors never ceased. What had truly driven George Knight away so suddenly? Had he abandoned his wife, or had he escaped her? No one would ever know.

And so, the mystery of George and Abbie remained just that — a mystery, sealed in time, known only to the two who had lived it.

Read the newspaper article: The Choctaw Herald, Butler, AL, Apr 22, 1886, p 3